Tuesday, March 14, 2006
14/03/06
utter dissapointment
totally dissapointed
passion pulverized in a puff of smoke
turnin my desire into nightmare
cant realli describe the horror i felt
the tension n thoughts flood my mind
heart crashed straight into a wall
blood splashed across my eyes
witnessin the terrible situation
hearin n listenin to the tremendously bad news
i was hopin tt i heard wrongly but...
misery came along wif the truth
overcame my senses
i failed the auditions
choir auditions...
moreover i m the sectional leader
aint i not fit to b one
failure, a failure tt wad i m
broken-hearted
realli sad
sorrow came along wif doubts
doubts of whether i shld continue
to carry out this leadership role i m havin
m i fit? m i worthy?
shld i even participate in the upcomin concert
pathetic me
juz when i m tinkin of servin in the band as my ministry
juz when i m confident enuf to sing
mayb i m juz too complacent
i dunno
realli fad up
lukily planned to play after tt
went wif benho, enrui, jiahui n yongda
to csc to bowl n swim
had fun n almost forgetted all of tt
but returnin home
reality caught up wif me again
tearin in my eyes
juz cant let them flow out
is this wad God wants?
is this wad He planned?
is this to teach me to trust in Him?
m i to let it go?
questions upon questions piled up
piled up to infinity
thanks to ben ho for tryin to counsel me
wif tt rather interestin story
thanks also to those whu encouraged me
but nevertheless i feel lost
wad shld i do now God?
can U plz tell me?
i pray tt U will show me wad i m supposed to do.
AMEN!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
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GOOD GRADES FOR PROMOS THIS YR END
beautiful friendships :)
more n more Encounters
BrEaKtHrUs upon bReAkThRus
to open up n be more sociable
for
NEXT NOV to come faster!
learn lots n lots of stuff:
[ ]archery(legolas greenleaf)
[ ]dancing(lyrical jazz, ballroom, social, etc.)
[ ]culinary skills(da chang jing)
[ ]choral skills(become a pro vocalist :P)
[ ]piano(other musical instrument also can)
[ ]key board(either this or piano or both)
[ ]guitar(sudden urge dunno why)
[ ]martial arts(samurai storm; ranger form)
[ ]foreign language(french,jap,latin,etc.)
buy prom nite attire by this GSS
able to spend 15 hours every week to study so as to fufill the requirements to attend church all the way til end of O levels
SASTISFACTORY L1R5 FOR O LEVELS [best if single digit]
{updated: 24/02/07}