Friday, November 25, 2005
25/11/05
todae went ngee ann for the 3rd time in the year
for chemistry car thingy
met up wif yong da n jun sheng b4 goin together
met up wif khine, theresa n ying ying at entrance to ngee ann
had a gd time doin the car
grped wif theresa n khine
haha then wear the coat so kool lar
then had fun lar
then got dirty playin wif the bakin soda n vinegar
haha
then gotta prepare for bbq n chalet tml
haiz long weekend i m gonna have
haha not gonna blog for another 5 days
Friday, November 25, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005
24/11/05
todae went watch zathura wif enrui n fangyu
was rather nice
funni lar
haiz watch too much movie nowadaes
argh
used lots of money lar
muz save up liao
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
23/11/05
went causeway watch harry potter wif hia jing todae
2nd time watchin but equally nice
still veri sad lar
cedric died so horribly [eyes wide open]
crys... ='(
cant stop tinkin abt it
love the mermaid song
haha
november comin to an end
then 2006 drawin nearer by the daes
realli scared abt the workload this hols n nxt yr
haix...
got my 3rd burfdae present i tink
horoscope book for nxt yr
thanks hia jing
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
22/11/05
todae went sch for choir
learn 2 new songs
sounded rather nice
after tt got meetin for the camp
actually no nid go one
then nth to do so stayed n listen
after tt waitin for bus wif sherlyn n jose
we talked abt harry potter
so kool lar
the movie is so darn nice
luv it alot
cant wait to watch again tml
realli love it
but y muz cedric die
sigh the actor so poor thing onli act one season
in the movie cedric so shuai lar
then harry also grown up le
mature liao more shuai but less cute
then tt ron hor the hairstyle like weird weird
hermione also mature til veri chio
haha
but too bad nxt movie nid wait til 2007
but nvm at least nxt yr o'level not nid worry abt the movie
muz jia you study le
haiz loads of homework haven touched
sianz...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
21/11/05
woah had a wonderful n enjoyable dae todae
went to watch harry potter n GOF
pity some of them cant make it
theresa was ill, khine couldnt make it too
then jun sheng replaced chin hong as he nid go chem thingy
at the end onli 9 ppl went
jia hui, boon keat, enrui, chen chuan, yong da, jun sheng, alvin, cheryl n me
the advertisments were plentiful
abt 20 mins then show started
the show was not bad, not as bad as i was tinkin it would b
though lots of scenes were cut
the movie was still nice lar
the cedric so handsome larx
then harry was half naked
and his shen cai not bad
haha
hermione was stunningly beautiful too
went mac makan after the show
had a great time
thanks to everyone whu made it happened
realli appreciated
goin to watch it again on wed
hope it is gonna b as nice
haha =)
Harry Potter R0X 4ev@ !!!
Monday, November 21, 2005
Saturday, November 19, 2005
19/11/05
a few more mins b4 countin down
countin down to mi burfdae
haha
anywae quite some time no blog
nothin much happened last few daes
todae went national library
darn huge n spacious
nxt time muz go wif friends
anywae went makan at wisma atria after tt
went pizzawalker eat
not bad lar the food
quite an interestin experience though
the pizza like curry puff one
veri cute
haha
then had pasta
long time nv eat le
the olive oil one not bad
haha
had my first tiramisu there
a nice meal but veri guilty
so fattenin larx
but nvm burfdae eve mar
kk go prepare count down le
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
16/11/05
a darn fun n nice dae
best i had in months
veri veri veri happi
woke up late for choir
somemore scolded by father early in the mornin
but the rest of the dae was kool n fun
we made the banner for choir orientation
was fun lar
long time no do art le mar
then the cartoon on the banner is darn cute can
nicely done by cheeryl
did great job
and the result was perfect
love it lar
then was tired after goin home
slept b4 playin maple
then maple was damn shiok lar
come out snowboard liao
veri kool lar
then rather easy to get also
veri happi coz i got 2 by myself
n also thz for the silver snowboard enrui
2nd burfdae present
4 daes b4
haha
love it thanks
realli happi todae =)
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
15/11/05
five daes left to u-noe-wad
felt much much better than i had in daes
mayb due to the movie bah
went to watch juz like heaven at westmall
after sch wif jiahui, enrui n yongda
was a super nice show
touchin n also humourous
then also last dae of extra lessons
so mayb tt y more happi
then boon keat, alvin n chin hong join us after we inside the cinema
didnt know they were there til after the show ended
been more optimisstic todae
hope i can continue like tt
haix
too bad still got choir practices n meetins
if not can stay at home all dae long
can sleep n play whole dae lar
but nvm at least get to get out of house
better than stuckin at home
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Monday, November 14, 2005
14/11/05
to give up or not tt is the qns
tots kept floatin pass my mind
whole dae in class also mind wanderin here n there
had a short dae but all the classes so undendurable
all i hate de lar
have choir meetin after sch
went to makan behind sch b4 meetin
xiao shen, darren, dekkai, enrui, cheryl sherlyn n jiahui went
tink too much todae lar
mind filled up liao
sigh...
hope my brain will clear up soon
if not will die of suffocation
Monday, November 14, 2005
Saturday, November 12, 2005
12/11/05
becomin more n more unlucky lar
sigh
went out wif pri sch friend
went jurong point
had lunch together
then went shop shop lar
decided to watch sky high after a while
bought le tickets then he sae he watch liao
but realli thx for accompanyin me go watch again
was veri kool n rather funni
had a great time
went back plaza to makan dinner
then fell down when crossin road lar
lucky no cars if not cant even survive to rite this
then after eatin at long john hia jing trip also lar
lame lor
tink tt i m jinx
sigh
realli unlucky
haha had fun though
Saturday, November 12, 2005
sorry for blamin u
blamin the wrong person
enlighten like nv b4
thx to he-whu-muz-not-b-named
actually started to realise it also
now i know wad to do liao
finally see how it all begun
it started wif me
n it shld end wif me
the mist has faded
n now is when i start to act
understandin is the first step to acceptance
i can see much clearer then b4
shld have told me earlier
then i could change earlier
but nows not too late
thx n sorry at the same time
forgive me for hurtin u
n thx for the enlightenment
Saturday, November 12, 2005
... ... ... ...
jealousy takes over me
i dunno wad is happenin to me lately
mood swings
short-tempered
being jealousy over small matters
thinkin deeply abt stuff
goin to explode le
argh
i nowadaes feel like cryin
but dunno y cant seem to get tears runnin
ppl whom i usually trust seem to fade away
ppl whom i called friends now seemed not there
haiz
y i m so idiot in friendship
m i such a horrible person
cant u guys tell me the truth
or tell me straight in the face
y muz tok behind my backs
mayb is me being oversensitive
so isnt this y u shld b honest to me with stuff
or m i such a horrible person tt u cant even tok to me
this shld b jealousy
dunno y u r alwaes btr to other ppl
m i so lousy compared to other friends
i dunno, i realli dunno
much to sae but cant phrase it out
cant describe my feelin now
but one thing for sure
i m hurt
hurt deeply
pain is excruciating
beyond wad i have ever imagine
dun tink it can heal soon enuf
a deep impact made in my life
mayb its an obstacle in my life
a barrier, a hurdle for me to jump over
but i seemed to fail
stumble over it
mayb its my weakness
juz cant seem how to solve this prob
mayb i juz nid to withstand this for another year
b4 we depart one another
n u mayb extremely happi for all i care
since u dun care y shld i
the most i start afresh in the next part of my life
restart everything from scratch
but i dun tink i will forget u
everyone in sec sch
tt made an impact in my life
ppl sae friendship in sec sch is the longest n strongest
yet i dun the its so
its still matter btw the friends
n each of their character
mayb in sec sch the ppl u see isnt to ur likin at all
or mayb they dun even like u at all
i dunno i still tink its fate we have met
n i can onli pray for the friendship to last
i have done my part for all i know of
but mayb its still my fault
for i m alwaes wrong in this kind of stuff
juz lets pray hard n wish for the best
for we left one year together
b4 we depart ... ...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005
11/11/05
a rather significant dae of my life
will remember todae realli well
had lessons as usual todae
had physics test then mr quek half wae durin test
went out lar
then it was like so easy to cheat
but i did not hahaz
but the paper was quite tough though
enrui told me something durin physics
was weird n didnt know wad it meant
he didnt want to sae larx
so irritatin held in suspense
after sch went play bball behind sch
we got abt 12 ppl lar
boon keat, en rui, dek kai, alvin, darren, chin hong, yong da
then also got some gurls
jacq, jia hui, jose n sherlyn
was knocked n bumped into quite a few times
suffered some injuries lar
mainly crashed into yongda onli
went kfc makan
then didnt wanted to eat
no appeitite some more need to save money
then was ponderin over wad enrui said
was so irritated lar
so vexed
mayb is realli i tink too much
but there is definitely something he is hidin from me
argh
no mood lar
was silent thru out
then went back wif boon keat
didnt tok much also
think too much todae until not hungry liao
sigh
sian lar realli hate it when held in suspense
Friday, November 11, 2005
Thursday, November 10, 2005
10/11/05
past few daes pass quite fast
had choir practice
then had extra lessons still
start to have mood to study le
haha
mayb a few subjects lar
then also started to prepare for harry potter movie
bookin soon le
realli anxious abt it
hope it is not tt dissappointin
anywae bought loads of magazine on harry potter
hahaz
used lots of money lor
haiz
anywae wish list for burfdae present also started to form in my mind
realli long i tink
but tink also impossible to fufill all
right after i finish ritin someone gave me a burfdae present
quite early but still appreciated
thx fangyu for the black slanted visor
realli hope is an unforgettable one
coz last few burfdaes was like erm plain n bored
hope this year haf fun
turnin 15 in 10 daes
aging liao becomin older liao
muz more mature liao
hahaz =)
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
07/11/05
had a bad start of the dae
was sneezin n havin stomache
then not feelin veri uncomfortable
but then after goin mac makan
went back to sch do ss
then got purge to do all homework todae lar
went home finished maths, chem
so shiok lar
sudden feel like doin homework
now slack again
sigh
Monday, November 07, 2005
Sunday, November 06, 2005
06/11/05
todae went cousin house
wanted to teach him chem for o level one
but too bad those he dunno one i also haven learn
then saw the sec4 txt bks
all short short one
n there was i tinkin nxt yr will haf hard time completin
went xiao jiu house
youngest cousin man yue
then went there
nth to do lar
so idiot
wasted time there
rather go home play com lar
then was readin chem
haha
hardworkin hor
but all dun understand lar
nxt wk choir start also
so sian
nowadaes lazi go
coz nxt yr concert dun tink we can participate
sian lar
haiz
homework not done yet
tml sure die one
pray hard wont kanna scoldin
2 more weeks to u-know-wad
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Saturday, November 05, 2005
05/11/05
woke up at 11 plus todae
was still quite mad abt yesterdae lar
cant get over it yet
haiz
jus thinkin abt wad i did
realli dunno wad to do now
anywae went to enrui house do homework
had fun lar
watch cursed though watch b4 le
played some bball near his house b4 goin home
had a rather fast dae passed
still got piles of chinese to do
so idiot
haiz
have to endure it
one more wk of lessons
then at last free from lessons
but sian
nth to do
stay at home rot
sigh
hope can go out wif friends
haha left 15 more daes onli
countin down le
hope will b a fun filled holidae ...
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Friday, November 04, 2005
... ... ...
y m i born to live in this world
wad is my worth
its alwaes my fault at stuff
i m lousy in everything i do
nv seem to succeed
lousy with ppl
lousy at games
hate myself
i juz cant keep my mouth shut
can i?
freakin bastard tt wad i m
being ignored by everyone
mayb is my sensitivity
but seems like i m tokin nonsense to them
mayb i like to assume things
but tt wad i can onli do
no one wan say anything to me mar
no one wan reply me mar
so i can onli assume
mayb the sensitive side of me
gets things in trouble
but wad can i do?
ignore wadeva i see n feel n hear
or pretend i dunno anything
i cant do tt
i may not say it out
but since i said means i m alreadi sufferin in silence for long
i juz cant do anything rite
for this time its my fault coz i started it
but i juz cant withstand the pressure
built up in me for so damn long
its freakin tiring
wadeva i done mayb is wad i call one sided
i had enuf
so fked up now
lost in thoughts
sufferin in silence
cryin out loud
confused n vexed
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 04, 2005
04/11/05
back to sch again
woke up veri early lar
abt 6 15
then nth to do
so bathe n read harry potter
haha
went sch then so idiot lar
was drizzlin then slept on bus
then forget get out of bus at the bus stop
had to walk all the way back to sch
haiz
a rather bad start of a dae
but nvm took it lightly
then in sch still no mood to study
except mayb chemistry n physics
haha
then a maths becomin more n more tough
haiz
then after sch had a tough time decidin on where to go
at the end went jurong point
went there makan n shop shop
didnt shop much coz a few of them gtg soon
then tok alot of crap
coz sherlyn there mar
hahaz
yong da n jia hui went earlier for co
then cheryl went off thereafter
then joyce
then left khine, sherlyn, me n dek kai
we go take 187 home
then was chattin
quite fun lar
then hor got lots of hw for the wkends lar
haiz
Friday, November 04, 2005
Thursday, November 03, 2005
03/11/05
a veri memorable dae
mixed with feelings
was bored in the mornin
felt sian coz no plans for the dae
then started to maple
then did pq
veri fun lar then was veri happy
in the prospect of changin job in the game
was elated coz was trainin so hard for this goal
the most happy dae of this yr
bu then come the bad part of the dae
was being scolded by father
then was forced to mop floor
so shity lar
then he was there mumblin abt me
was so angry larx
tears alreadi flooded my eyes at tt time
with tears flowin down my cheeks
i was moppin the floor
was tinkin abt the torture n stuff
but then i tink abt the good stuff
i took it as a challenge
then was tinkin abt wad i have done lately
actually my fault partly
haiz
so i set my mind muz start to change
cannot b so lazy le
argh i muz perserve
a veri mixed up dae todae
hope i realli can change
jia you jia you jia you!!!
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
01/11/05
Happy deepavali to all hindus
n happy holidaes to the rest
haha
woke up rather early
ying ying n wei yan came my house
do something on the cable n com
but tried to no avail
sigh
at the end was late to meet up wif jia hui
wei yan went off first
left we 3 settin off to bugis
went there shop shop after eatin lunch
after lookin at lots of shop
n i still cant make up my mind
we went take neoprint
the result was disappointin
haiz
then continue shoppin
tried lots of nv tried b4 clothes
felt weird lar
went to lots of places until leg pain
erwin n weiyan join us a bit later
then continue in search of clothes
at the end decided on one we saw veri early
hahaz
enjoyed myself though everyone was moody
wasted 2 ppl's dae todae
so bad of me
crys
not my fault rite...
haiz
tml got lessons still
sigh
luckily thursdae also holidae
got break
realli no mood to study lar
especially physics
studyin along side a pro
nono shld b a freako
is realli suffocatin larz
top student ley
realli scared
scared til no interest le
all As lar him
so incredible one
inhumane
realli lucky not same class as him
if not will die from shocks n competitions
Tuesday, November 01, 2005