Friday, March 31, 2006
31/05/06
31/05/06
last dae of the month
n it is my BIG dae
hahas
went sch as usual
then had 2 tests maths n physics
nv realli studied lar
coz too excited le
then after sch went music room
then got prepared
waited til abt 1 45
everyone arrived then boarded the bus
reached woodlands there abt 3 lor
started to have tech run
then both choirs hor veri noisy ley
at back stage veri noisy
then we had some runthru of songs
then got ready for the concert
changed into our full dress
then had dinner within one hour
got ready n conducted warmups wif the other leaders
we went back stage n got ready for the big show
it was 6 plus goin to 7
was rather nervous
the show run thru smoothly
then hor saw one grp of ppl at right side
all my ppl sia as in all i noe one
is like so funni la
then enjoyed performin
the concert was a great one
saw cousin though he have sch stuff yet able to make it
was touched thanks bro!
got razif's phone number
haha hope will stay in touch
then went burger king wif some friends after tt
dek kai, ben ho, yong da, enrui, chen chuan, jiahui
sherlyn ps half wae
we went arcarde til the shoppin center close
went home together by train
had a great concert n a great dae
thank God for tt !!!
Friday, March 31, 2006
Friday, March 24, 2006
24/03/06
happy burfdae nathaniel
and also Sorry
didnt meant to steal ur taxi one
plz forgive us...
anywae had X-country todae
went tt reservoir run
then woke up darn early
like still pitch black lar
then saw keat, celia, doti at interchange
went to batok interchange wif them
meet up wif yongda
after departin from them
saw cc liu then waited for bus
but bus darn full
went to next bus stop
coz got 852 n 157
at least more chances
at the end rush to catch 852
but still full
and the end 157 came
n it was rather empty
was rather mad tt we run to the other bus stop for nothing
anywae had a rather long journey to destination
upon reachin can see huge crowd of bbss
then was rather sian coz all veri sleepy
started the race soon enuf
then enrui sae wanna run or shld i sae jog
we then started together n jogged
half way thru i went ahead
then started to slow down n walk to wait for him
was rather scary at one part
coz no one infront n behind me
i like alone in jungle trail
then the road persisted on
so long lar realli walk til wanna die le
then run a bit here n there
when reachin the end rui caught up
was downhill so ran n catch up wif sandra n wanyu
then pass the finishin line together
was rather fun at the downhill part
was darn tired after tt
sweatin n perspirin profusely
then cooled down n waited for veri long
b4 the whole event ended
then it was taxi time
everyone was like fightin for taxi
realli scary
at the end 'stole' nathaniel's taxi
so sorry abt tt
we 8 went to cineleisure to catch a movie
jose, sherlyn, jiahui, daren poh, yong da, enrui, xiao niu n me
we went by 2 taxis
then decided to watch failure to launch
leavin 1/2 hr to eat
we gobbled down a long john silver meal each
then rush up to the cinema hall
the show was rather humourous n touchin at parts
one of the more worth it movies i watched b4
we then went window shoppin
after a while we met a few others
rebekah, chin hong, alvin, darren leong, hwajie, yi shu
[and a few others sorry if i nv include some of u]
we then went heeren to find jose n sherlyn whu left for there earlier
found them and went far east to find jose's bro's present, a pair of boxers
had a track there was rather bored
yongda, enrui, daren poh went off wif darren leong also i tink
the rest of us found the boxers
then we proceeded to wheelocks dunno wad
coz jose suggested to play game
but the game was rather sian
some of them then suggested another game
we played for quite some time
then we slowly left for home
was a long n tirin day
but was rather fun n enjoyable overall
k go off to sleep le tml still got another long dae to go =)
Friday, March 24, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
23/03/06
realli excited
excited for both tml n sat
tml sch havin x-country at mac ritchie reservoir
then goin out after tt tml
hope it will b fun
then sat goin back to WGS for combined full dress rehershal
n moreover the alumni comin in to join us
then also the sermon on sat shld b a gd one
it is goin to b a summary on the 40 dae of purpose campaign
then hope it will b a gd one
then 3 more rehershals to the concert
realli gettin excited
may God bless the concert to b a successful one
and also may ben tan recover asap
if not i may nid to do solo for the concert
which i hope will neva happen
coz i keep goin out of tune tiz few pratices
and also ispl week end le
nid complete the w/s by next mon lar
will die de [coz lots haven start]
haiz...
pray for strength n energy the next 3 daes
to continue to juggle n manage wif
choir, family, friends, homework, ispl and church
jia you bah....
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Saturday, March 18, 2006
18/03/06
a rather interestin dae todae
ups n downs
started wakin up late
was angry coz cant hear alarm
mum didnt wake me up
was abt to b late 4 choir
we goin to woodgrove sec for rehershals
i was realli fad up lar
then vented my anger on my mum
was rather sorry abt tt after tt
thank God was able to reach sch on time
then had fun waitin for latecomers
and chattin wif cc liu
whu is gonna b the mc for our concert
cheryl was the latest la
went wood grove late
then started late
had warm ups wif some arrangement in positions
then had fun introducin the leaders
includin myself: sectional leader
realli funni to meet up wif another sch
then also saw tt the other sch was rather rowdy
veri rough n rather noisily chatterin all the time
then had tech run n stuff
realli interestin to listen to other sch songs+ performance
especially their dance, it was superb
after dismissal went causeway
ate wif ccliu, xuele, sabrina, melissa
then went church wif the gals
too tired til fall asleep on buz
was late for cell
then had a great sermon
was rather encouraged n pumped up
realli wan to thank God for bringin me back to church
and also ying ying, lester n some other ppl
then had dinner wif cell
after passin sch stuff to ben ho
had great time
now nid to decide on ministry liao
hahas may God bless me
and show me where i shld go n serve
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
14/03/06
utter dissapointment
totally dissapointed
passion pulverized in a puff of smoke
turnin my desire into nightmare
cant realli describe the horror i felt
the tension n thoughts flood my mind
heart crashed straight into a wall
blood splashed across my eyes
witnessin the terrible situation
hearin n listenin to the tremendously bad news
i was hopin tt i heard wrongly but...
misery came along wif the truth
overcame my senses
i failed the auditions
choir auditions...
moreover i m the sectional leader
aint i not fit to b one
failure, a failure tt wad i m
broken-hearted
realli sad
sorrow came along wif doubts
doubts of whether i shld continue
to carry out this leadership role i m havin
m i fit? m i worthy?
shld i even participate in the upcomin concert
pathetic me
juz when i m tinkin of servin in the band as my ministry
juz when i m confident enuf to sing
mayb i m juz too complacent
i dunno
realli fad up
lukily planned to play after tt
went wif benho, enrui, jiahui n yongda
to csc to bowl n swim
had fun n almost forgetted all of tt
but returnin home
reality caught up wif me again
tearin in my eyes
juz cant let them flow out
is this wad God wants?
is this wad He planned?
is this to teach me to trust in Him?
m i to let it go?
questions upon questions piled up
piled up to infinity
thanks to ben ho for tryin to counsel me
wif tt rather interestin story
thanks also to those whu encouraged me
but nevertheless i feel lost
wad shld i do now God?
can U plz tell me?
i pray tt U will show me wad i m supposed to do.
AMEN!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Saturday, March 11, 2006
10/03/06
LAST DAE OF TERM 1
haha...
was rather happy
but not exactly happy
due to tonnes of ISPL n holidae homework to be cleared
moreover its onli one week
haiz....
hope i can fully utilise this hols
finished chemistry ISPL after tt horrible compulsory concert for upper sec
it was rather undescribably bad
then enrui, ben ho n i did ispl til 6
then nid clear classroom for ncc[sea]
we went behind sch mac to eat dinner
then went back sch to see the other cca havin camps
haha a rather nostalgic feelin
went to westmall to finished up the rest of the ispl
went home at abt 10 plus
but had fun lar
at least cleared one ispl
not tt bad for a start
nid to work harder le
jia you jia you jia you!!!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006
03/03/06
realli realli bad day todae...
dunno wads wrong lar....
is it me or is it them?
argh fad up le...
was rather happi when i woke up
goin career fair later todae mar
then also juz recovered from fever
so erm is rather cheerful
but then hor someone in class
keep giving a black face lar
is it my fault?
if it is can u say, dun nid black face
u not happi i also not happi one mar
then i was like nvm
tryin to get over it
then ate in sch
was startin to feel giddy n uncomfortable
was ready to queue up to get on bus to fair
wif yong da lar was feelin rather excited
at the end at the fair was rather bored
onli few stuff tt is interestin
alot of overseas scholarships onli lor
sian
then after markin attendance
went back in the fair to see more stuff
wif ben, sandra, lay peng n cheryl lar
got few more brochures for them
then found out some guys ps lar
dun nid to sae whu lar
but realli fad up lar
told them wanna go out wif them le
at the end disintergrated
feelin pissed n anger filled my mind
i left for home wif keat, celia n dorothy
wif ben ho "leadin" the way
it was blind leadin the blind lar
was boilin mad
about to burst a blood vessel
then i realised something
i spoilt the plan
i was feelin sick abt myself
i totally forget wad i promised God
argh....
realli mad abt my lousy anger management
anger added onto my already bad health condition
it was one of my worst daes in sch
went plaza ate dinner wif celia n keat
then went home to type this sad sad day
wads the problem? i realli cant figure out
if anyone can plz tell me
even if the problem is me
juz tell me... thanks...
ITHM!!!
Friday, March 03, 2006
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
01/03/06
first dae of march le
time is fadin awae like smoke
realli scary how time flys
common test juz ended
n it was truly bloody
it was a massacre
almost whole sec 4 swiped out
onli few survived the kill
realli realli terrible
the tests... especially the physics paper
out to kill us all
todae went lunch wif enrui @wm
wanted to catch a movie
but too late so nvm
saw a lot of ppl todae lar
some choir juniors
one cell grp member
one pri sch friend
was rather suprised
this fri got career fair
hope i get to gain as much knowledge as possible
abt which route i shld choose
jc or poly?
wad subjects shld i take?
wad jobs shld i choose?
things like tt
hope i can fully utilise the event
HAPPY ISPLin !!!
May God bless all BBSSians
in the upcomin ISPL
hope we can survive tiz round of ispl
understand the topics n chaps
n finish all the homework in time =)
Wednesday, March 01, 2006