Saturday, December 31, 2005
31/12/05
Last dae of Year 2005
goin to countdown soon
this yr is filled wif ups n downs
several twists here n there
regrets r unavoidable too
apologise for everthing
i have done wrong this yr to whoeva
had realli great times this yr
enjoyed a lot
but same time lots of disgusted feelings
wish nxt year would b a beta one
even though havin o'level
but still wish it will b fun
and of course hope i get desirable results
haha
hmmm...
time to make new yr resolutions
- slim down... dun tink can lar
- work hard n play less
- play less com... but also mean less blog =(
- study hard n beat those top students
- b more helpful and kind to ppl
- neva b late eva again
- wont break tt much promises
- become closer to God
k now prepare to count down le
cya all nxt year
buaii~
wish everyone a wonderful new year and may all ur new year resolutions come true =D
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Thursday, December 29, 2005
29/12/05
the year comin to an end
wonder i lived to see the next yr
it seems tt bad luck is comin near too
threatened by parents
sae wad no ling yong qian
then nid wash clothes myself
then this this tt tt lar
i had enuf le
tink being child nowadaes so easy
realli feel like givin up
death is an option probin out veri obviously
feel like dyin here n now
at least no nid do o level
then also dun nid see choir orientation
no regrets actually
or mayb a few lar
dun care le
if realli realli cannot control
i tink i might die soon
for those whu cared for and helped me b4
a word of thanks is all i can say
but still i may live on lar
see how first
worst case scenerio is this lor
i dun care liao
had enuff
fad up lar
wonder if anyone would care if i died
haha... ='(
*sobs* *crys* *tears start to fall uncontrollaby*
realli realli havin a though time now
*prays hard*
hope it will change for the beta though
i dunno lar
goin mad n insane soon ...
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Sunday, December 25, 2005
25/12/05
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!
happi burfdae hia jing
had fun at church ytd
b4 the xmas bash went my 1st street e
rather new experience
then the xmas bash hor
though rain but it's worth the drench
the drama n games were nice
enjoyed them veri much
the speaker was kool
had a nice laugh
the food was delicious too
haha
realli had fun
most christmas presents i recieved this yr
though some r small but still appreciated
thanks all
special thanks to housefly
then todae nth much
stayed at home until cousins came
went to eat dinner wif them
had fun too
after this 2 daes holidae
muz rush homework le
sch reopenin liao
haiz....
jia you bah =D
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Friday, December 23, 2005
23/12/05
todae is the sec 1 regristration
then on prefect duty
quite fun slackin
haha
no lar but still got help abit
then was veri early when it ended
went westmall wif chen chuan n wen bin
decided to watch movie
then flip coin n decided on harry potter
haha
watched a third time...
still darn nice
i love it
haha
zoomed in on the details this time
had fun watchin it again
Friday, December 23, 2005
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
21/11/05
went to buy christmas present for close friends
realise tt i spent alot more than i expected
but nvm whu ask me buy for so many ppl
haha
pressure starts to build up le
continuously kanna reminded of homework n nxt yr
both by family n friends
haiz
y is time flyin so fast
cant we stop it or at least slow it down
realli wonder wad will happen to me this time nxt yr
will i b wonderin n on my nerves waitin for the results
or will i b relaxin n waitin to reap all the good outcomes
realli realli scared
can i stop playin computer nxt yr
can i concentrate on studyin
all these questions r wad i m ponderin over this few daes
realli dunno wad to do
shld i start early or last min
i realli dunno
haiz
just hope all goes well like a chinese sayin
"chuan dao qiao dou zi ran zhi"
argh y is life so torturous
human is so idiot lar
wad to do... i m born in this unfair world
i can either accept n face it soon
or ignore n face it later
muz realli get rid of moi laziness
but how? how on earth can u get rid of it?
haiz....
anyone also feel the same as me?
or m i juz tinkin too much out of something simple
life is indeed difficult.... =[
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Friday, December 16, 2005
16/12/05
Happi Burfday chen chuan aka cc liu aka xiao niu =P
went to buy his present todae
n gave him todae
haha
had fun selectin wad to buy 4 him
holidae comin to end soon
christmas also ard the corner
veri fast time will pass n go
haiz
nxt few daes also fully booked
got programmes n events
no time to do homework liao
realli scared of the unfinished hw
hope will have an enjoyable & unforgettable christmas this yr
n of course plenti of presents.... =D
Friday, December 16, 2005
Sunday, December 11, 2005
11/12/05
no mood to blog this few daes
nth much happen also
got my belated present from jiahui
a rather nice shirt n a bookmark
veri belated but still appreciated
thanks
haiz time flyin like nobody's buisness
realli scared
start feelin frightened abt holidae assignments liao
sigh
havin a rather tough time now
argh
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Friday, December 02, 2005
30/11/05
30/11/05
went sch buy books todae
shun bian help boon keat clear locker
then went home prepare go make i/c
went wif my mum
went shoppin a bit after tt
then wasted time til the concert
met ms seah, maria at cityhall mrt
then ben tan lost his way
miss bus stops
wasted time findin him lar
missed the first 4 songs
argh
so fad up lar
haiz...
anywae the concert darn nice
the choreography darn neat
then the songs veri nice too
wonder when our choir can meet tt standard
had supper at mac wif the 3 of them
then hor tink i saw derrick
mayb is his twin
i dunno lar but is darn look a like
too bad nv take photo
haha
a rather pleasant dae
Friday, December 02, 2005
29/11/05
29/11/05
back from chalet n bbq
the class bbq onli 14 ppl went
chin hong, alvin, siva, suresh, yishu, rebekah, jacq,
jun sheng, darren, hwa jie, ben ho, dek kai, bryan and me
the food was ok lar
quite fun
ben ho, darren n jun sheng went off first
the rest stayed til nxt mornin
at 5 we went mac makan breakfast
then abt 7 went home lor
i went to chalet
changed n went off to cousin's weddin
didnt sleep at all lar
then fall sick
nasal there veri pain
then abit sore throat
haiz...
whole of the chalet didnt do much
stayed in the chalet watch tv n sleep
haiz...
Friday, December 02, 2005