Friday, September 30, 2005
30/09/05
last dae of the month
startin of e.o.y exams
had a horrible n terrible ss n eng paper 1
sigh bad start of the torture
nvm at least got a weekend to recover
went west mall eat wif enrui, cheryl, jiahui
then chen chuan n sherlyn join us later
bought ying ying birthdae present
then we ate at mac
tok a lot til abt 2 plus
then all went home so sian
later goin out wif pri sch friend do revision
then even later durin dinner goin to do even more revision wif bk
hope they all dun ps me
n tt we haf a meaningful n fruitful revision
goin to rain also veri sian
Friday, September 30, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
28/09/05
todae had a veri good time after sch
stayed in sch chatted n makan lunch
long time no tok tok le
then after goin home went to meet bk
went to teach him chem again
this time onli cover chem calculations lor
sigh still left quite a bit nv finish
started playin initial d
sort of nicest car game i play
but still veri tough for me
i noe i veri bad lar exam period still play
sigh juz cant study any ss at all
wasted quite a sum of money on the game
sigh need to start savin money
for playin n movies after exams
had a great time wif bk at bukit panjang plaza
but veri tirin keep teachin chem
now i noe wad it is like being a teacher
while teachin i found out tt actually i quite a lot not sure lor
then still overconfident sigh
muz b more humble n b more hardworkin
[ muz learn from cheryl ]
turtle n housefly birthdae comin soon
but exam so not much mood in celebratin
mayb belated one lor after the exams
argh muz concentrate for exams le
so i tink wont blog for another wk or so
by then cya faithful readers if there are any
hahaz
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
27/09/05
this 2 daes stayed back in sch do work
so tired lor [ a sign of dengue fever, haha ]
had a tok abt it todae
sigh veri sian lor
but dunno y last 2 daes gd things keep happenin to me
not realli gd lar but better than average one
like precaution b4 something bad happen like tt
sigh too gd to b true liao
surely something bad will follow
sigh
pray hard it is not my exams
veri scared lor
tiz fri start ss liao
haven prepare ley
muz work hard liao
realli wantin the e.o.y to end soon
hope we all can survive thiz
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
25/09/05
stayed at home
n play whole dae yesterdae
todae also played
nv did any work
went to bukit panjang plaza mac tiz afternoon
go there teach boon keat chem
waited quite long b4 he arrived
saw something for turtle
dunno whether to buy anot so asked ying ying
after he arrived we did chem
for quite long a few hrs
taught him like abt 3 huge chunks of chapters
quite fun lar
but can see he quite bored
hope at least most of it gets thru him
realli hope i can help more ppl score chem
especially moi friends
after teachin chem we went arcarde play a while
learned quite a lot
then got one guy veri kao bei
go make us
i so fad up lar lucky bk stayed calm
spent quite sometime there
a nice weekend spent
but no work done sigh
hope there is more time
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Friday, September 23, 2005
23/09/05
todae veri pissed off but also happy
piss off by gao song n her punishment
nid to stay back lor wasted my precious fri
happy coz of physics result
actually quite sad can get 25 upon 20 one lor
3 mark careless sigh
at last win bloody ben tan
hope results stay high
stayed back after finishin the chinese
waited for boon keat to go makan
when mac n then ate
after eatin bk was like tokin to his sir if i m not mistaken
then they chat veri long
then left me joyce n allysa
then for the first time i chatted wif both of them
had nice chat wif joyce especially
got to noe her much more
after we tok til bored le then waited for bk lar
went home wif boon keat n allysa
both ups n downs todae
overall enjoyable=)
Friday, September 23, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
22/09/05
woah
much has passed
test after test over
stayed back almost everydae do homework
e.o.y ugly face is loomin at me more then ever
everyone on studyin mood
even yishu also buckin up le
so scared
class so competitive sia veri stressed
anwyae got to noe i got distinction for new south wales science
at least brighten up my spirits
sigh
longin for post exam activities
argh realli afraid
=( =( =(
.crys.
hate e.o.y exams so stressed
i onli class test n onli some subjects
.sniff.sniff.
hope i will survive this upcomin battle
n win victoriously
.prays hard.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Saturday, September 17, 2005
17/09/05
yesterdae went sandy house after sch
ate lots of stuff, apple strudel n potato chips
played mahjong n poker b4 yongda went off
then we played wif tarot cards
some quite true ley
a bit scary also
then ate pasta for dinner
went home abt 8 plus
todae went chevron wif jun sheng n boon keat
went to meet jun sheng wif boon keat
on the bus he veri quiet then we nv tok
veri scary, tot he angry coz i late
then met up wif jun sheng then we started tokin
went there for the first time
went to the arcarde there
waited for quite some time b4 the arcarde opened
played swing n chatted
after the arcarde open we went in
they played initial d i play bishi bashi
so fun sia, long time nv played le
then also played street fighter
ate lunch there
then at the end bk ps me again
sigh... then walk alone all the wae to jurong library
to meet theresa
had nice time tokin n chattin n also doin chem
2 dae pass by quite fast
had fun but also a bit bored
sigh... hope tml will b even more fun
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
15/09/05
todae had nice time durin choir
especially when some of them pronounce 'dream' as 'trim'
coz the song lyrics bcomes:
'any trim will do, any trim will do'
then i tot of goin hairdresser sing tt song
laugh like mad lor
sch was not tt enjoyable
had 2 horrible test; bio n A maths
sigh...
then had quite bad luck durin the mornin
woke up late, take books, books drop, etc.
tml fri le can relac le
but still got chem test but it will at least b enjoyable
hehe
2 more weeks to e.o.y exams....
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
13/09/05
2 daes pass by le
done nth much
mayb have a bit of accomplishment in maple bah
sigh
the breath of exams draw even nearer
can smell the taste of exams in the air
rushin for syllabus now
onli subject i more confident is onli chem
sigh
no mood to study at all
but got something behind my mind wantin me to go study
but still cant get anything thru my skull
see time pass by veri fast
faster than ever
veri scared
heart beatin faster too
feelin sick of sch now
except chem lessons bah
n mayb coz can meet up wif friends
can finally feel the pressure so up close
got a feelin tt i will b dissapointed by my e.o.y result
sigh
competition aomg classmate becomin stronger
teachers also start to panick wif us mayb not some of them
exhausted tired restless
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Sunday, September 11, 2005
11/09/05
juz came back from chalet
went escape todae
new attractions added
quite fun but felt queasy after tt
giddy lor sigh
sat nite cant sleep properly
homework still not done
sigh wonder wad will happen
the bbq was quite gd lar
then the birthdae cake for my ganny was delicious
long time nv eat cake le
after the hols muz jian fei le
so fat after the hols
hate losin lor
alwaes lose to u whom u noe whu u r
abt 4 am then msg me
wa liao eh felt angry, hatred, jealousy, envy n also joy for u all at the same time lor
so idiot lar
dunno whether i forgive u after tt fri incident ley
sigh brain filled wif thoughts now
anywae fri actually wanted go watch movie the cave
but hor someone cannot see mar sore eye mar
then at the end postponed
n i had to stay at home so sian
then someone else hor ps me again durin evenin
cried lots both externally n internally
but whu ask me so forgivin
sigh onli a few hrs later then forgive u le
sigh dunno whether i did the right thing anot
lots happen tiz hols
friendship on the decline
homework on the incline
death of the e.o.y exam awaits us
battle of the teachers beginnin again
revision not done
time not enuf
sigh juz hopin for the e.o.y holidaes to come
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005
08/09/05
bad dae followed bad dae
sigh sad life i m havin
kanna ps by 2 of my closest friends
feel sad, fad up, annoyed, angry
mixture of feelings
thanks to theresa for her listenin ear
after choir actually wanted to go do hw wif 2 friends
then both ps me feel veri bad
then travelled home then thought of pri sch friend then went his house
had a nice chat
meanwhile sms n chatted wif theresa
realli want to thank her
edge of tears nowadaes
i keep thinkin of negative things tt will happen to me lor
sigh
cant seem to clear my thoughts
hope things can clear up b4 term start again
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
07/09/05
todae sherlyn n enrui birthdaeso happi birthdaethen got choir practice veri siandidnt feel like goinanywae to the person whu noe whu u rsorri lor its not my fault choir is collapsinn its not totally my fault i cant cooperate wif ppl in choiri haf my limits okay!!!had the worst choir practice so farthen after choir went home then wmto meet enrui n his sis n momwent to watch the maid togetherhad sushi for dinnerthanks to enrui realli owe him lotsyesterdae went for bio thingyhad fun wearin prof suit n doin practical in ngee ann polydid some DNA stuff but dun realli understand itafter tt went the canteen inside the poly makanplayed truth or dare n chattedat the end we all walk to the bus stopquite a fun dae realli mood swing nowadaesfeelin tt myself bcomin more n more useless toohomework pilin up againholidae endin sooner than expecteddrown in bluesfriends all changinkeep thinkin of wad will happen nxt yr when we part after the O levelsthinkin of all the possibilities tt will happenbeing negative as evasee no solution to everythingno help available to me alsovexed bottledup stressed sadded helpless moody
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Monday, September 05, 2005
05/09/05
lots haf happen since i last blog
teachers dae passed
holidae started le
but i too lazy to recount wadeva tt has happen
so sorri guys
anywae taught chem again todae abt 7 ppl
at cheryl house
would like to thank her for her hospitality
then veri tirin
b4 goin to teach chem i went buy sherlyn present
wif jia hui at jp
took quite a while
lots of ppl birthdae comin also
after sherlyn n enrui
then ying ying, theresa n dekkai
then mine lor a bit anxious
but still got end of yr to b worried abt
sigh need to work hard tiz hols
but no time
shld b the worst holidae i would haf
Monday, September 05, 2005