Saturday, November 12, 2005
... ... ... ...
jealousy takes over me
i dunno wad is happenin to me lately
mood swings
short-tempered
being jealousy over small matters
thinkin deeply abt stuff
goin to explode le
argh
i nowadaes feel like cryin
but dunno y cant seem to get tears runnin
ppl whom i usually trust seem to fade away
ppl whom i called friends now seemed not there
haiz
y i m so idiot in friendship
m i such a horrible person
cant u guys tell me the truth
or tell me straight in the face
y muz tok behind my backs
mayb is me being oversensitive
so isnt this y u shld b honest to me with stuff
or m i such a horrible person tt u cant even tok to me
this shld b jealousy
dunno y u r alwaes btr to other ppl
m i so lousy compared to other friends
i dunno, i realli dunno
much to sae but cant phrase it out
cant describe my feelin now
but one thing for sure
i m hurt
hurt deeply
pain is excruciating
beyond wad i have ever imagine
dun tink it can heal soon enuf
a deep impact made in my life
mayb its an obstacle in my life
a barrier, a hurdle for me to jump over
but i seemed to fail
stumble over it
mayb its my weakness
juz cant seem how to solve this prob
mayb i juz nid to withstand this for another year
b4 we depart one another
n u mayb extremely happi for all i care
since u dun care y shld i
the most i start afresh in the next part of my life
restart everything from scratch
but i dun tink i will forget u
everyone in sec sch
tt made an impact in my life
ppl sae friendship in sec sch is the longest n strongest
yet i dun the its so
its still matter btw the friends
n each of their character
mayb in sec sch the ppl u see isnt to ur likin at all
or mayb they dun even like u at all
i dunno i still tink its fate we have met
n i can onli pray for the friendship to last
i have done my part for all i know of
but mayb its still my fault
for i m alwaes wrong in this kind of stuff
juz lets pray hard n wish for the best
for we left one year together
b4 we depart ... ...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
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OG 24! 07S06-1st intake. 07S01.
20th n0v '90
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GOD(:
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KaIr0s :D
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GOOD GRADES FOR PROMOS THIS YR END
beautiful friendships :)
more n more Encounters
BrEaKtHrUs upon bReAkThRus
to open up n be more sociable
for
NEXT NOV to come faster!
learn lots n lots of stuff:
[ ]archery(legolas greenleaf)
[ ]dancing(lyrical jazz, ballroom, social, etc.)
[ ]culinary skills(da chang jing)
[ ]choral skills(become a pro vocalist :P)
[ ]piano(other musical instrument also can)
[ ]key board(either this or piano or both)
[ ]guitar(sudden urge dunno why)
[ ]martial arts(samurai storm; ranger form)
[ ]foreign language(french,jap,latin,etc.)
buy prom nite attire by this GSS
able to spend 15 hours every week to study so as to fufill the requirements to attend church all the way til end of O levels
SASTISFACTORY L1R5 FOR O LEVELS [best if single digit]
{updated: 24/02/07}